“Those lips talk a lot”, she said and came close to me. In a second, her frooti-laced lips were on mine and we kissed for three seconds. I didn’t realize initially but the sensation of her lips stayed with me for five odd minutes……………
It’s Sunday morning and as usual I have nothing to do except talking to my friends at various social networking sites. I always found Harish, my MBA friend, either at facebook talking to me or watching some porn images at various sites. I know it because unfortunately he was my ex- roommate.
“Himmi are u ready, we are getting late”, a screaming voice came inside from my mother’s room.
‘Yes mom, all set ready. What about you?’
‘It takes 2 min baby. Go and take off the car from parking.‘
‘I know when my mom says 2 min that means its equivalent to 20 min.’ I thought as I moved out from my home and sit in car.
‘My mom came inside and looks beautiful in her purple suit. This is my mom’ lucky dress as I offered her at her b’day. Whenever I am with her, she always likes to wear it.’
‘Mom, I was thinking………’before I say something she interrupted “beta behaves properly there. The Guruji speaks like real GOD speaks.
“But mom all these Guruji are fake by nature. They do it because they have nothing else to do it. Otherwise they are rapist or something you know.”
“What?” shocked on my last word rapist? What the hell happen to your mind? I think MBA teaches you everything about professionalism but not about theism.
“I know it’s hard to fight with my mom.” I turned the volume high of my music. I knew saying something in order to say something become useless when it comes to GOD but saying something in order to avoid saying something can help me to not fight with my mom. Ok mom..!! I’ll behave like a real son, real himmi….on the other side the music changed and the lyrics is something like “hey-sexy lady,I like you …….of shaggy”
My mom tried to say something but it was of no use. She knew I love music from the bottom of my heart and I was in VOICE OF FARIDABAD in 2003 which justify my music passion. It was very painful for me to abandon the stage forever after coming 4th runner-up on that day. It was great honor for me but I cried a lot whole night of not capable of fulfilling my dream. From that day onwards, I never tried to go at stage again and I shifted my focus to listen English songs as Hindi music reminds me every painful effort which I put in reaching there.
Before I think something else my mom turned the music off and pointed the finger in the north-west direction. There were around thousand or million of people sitting and facing to the person who is in white and orange dress surrounded by few there Gurus . I realized he might be the same Guruji which my mom talked about in the car.
‘Before I ask something to my mom, she already come out from the door and pointed me to drop my shoes in the car itself.’
I follow the instruction of my mom same as newly born bird listen to the instruction of her mom ‘how to fly well.’
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‘I felt sleepy and had been controlling my self to not fall down as many aunties were glaring strong at me. One aunty who was sitting next to me pulled her shoulder away as I fell down my neck just a few minute ago.’ It reminds me the day when I used to have exam of my MBA twice in a day and how many sleepless night I spent without any care of my health just to get a good CGPA and of course placement. Every moment spent with my friends started coming in my mind. School-days, Engineering-days, MBA-days, passing good time with Abhishek-a friend always ready to listen me, Gaurav- my best friend, 3 idiots friends- Rohit, Sidhant, Ankit shah, Bhabi-shalini, Shruti- the friend who has no comparison, always caring and stands by me when I need, cousin- Pratika, caring junior-Shubum, Vikram- who can go against the world for me, Nikita, Sanket, Ankit nigam, Sonam, Aarti, Ankit chugh, Surabhi and many more as list goes on and on. We all loved each other and had good emotional bonding.
In a sudden, everyone started enchanting “OM”.I follow the same suit and enchant unless everyone stops. I realized I still enchanting when everyone got over with it. I slightly open my left eye to check the silence around and noticed everyone glaring at me. I opened my both eyes and smiled them back……
I was wandering around with my mom and found a beautiful girl talking to Guruji. I saw my mom was talking to some lady and that girl joined them comfortably as she is familiar to mom. I did’t want to loose this opportunity and moved my butt in their conversations.
“Where were you himmi”, my mom said as she realized I was not concentrating on Guruji’s speech. I didn’t notice what my mom said but a mole below the lips of the girl. The mole is tiny but taken almost all the market share of my heart. My mom pushed me little from her right elbow and cleared her throat as she got little embarrassed with the situation which I created. She glared at me with wide open eyes and told her friend that “unfortunately, he is my son”. I didn’t realize what she said because the image of mole still flashing in front of my eyes.
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It was first day of my job and I was introduced by corporate personalities. People ranges from white to black to grey and having different hair styles. Few white women were sitting with black men and vice-versa just making the balance out there.I got joining earlier than my friends because I got pre-placement during my summer internship. It was afternoon and I went for coffee break at vending machine.
“You….. I saw you at guruji’s palce.” A lady voice came and pierced in my heart.
In a jiffy, I lost my senses as she is the hottest girl whom I ever come across in my life and my devil mind forcing me to grab her, hold her and kiss her. I said while filling coffee from my right hand and eyes at her mole “hi, you are my mom’s friend’s daughter”.
“Yes, but Coffee”, she said.
“Coffee?” what.
“Coffee pointed to my right hand”. I was feeling warm at my right hand but didn’t bother it.
“Ouch”…when I noticed my hands burnt out with the temperature.
“You ok,” she asked
‘I wanted to take her sympathy but being a strong guy I said yes it’s a normal thing.’ Only I need is to rush to wash room and pour some chilled water over my hands.
Next day was very hectic and I was still thinking about her. I was waiting for coffee break but it seems clock is tickling slowly.
I rushed to coffee vending machine with the speed of light and as usual she looks damn hot talking to her friends. I am waiting and wishing her friend to leave her alone but I failed. I suddenly realized my passion of not giving up and convincing skill which I learnt in marketing. I just went straight forward and said” hey how you doing”.
“I am fine himmi,” she nodded.
‘I started talking to my self. On right side, there is freaking out himmi and on left side there is sensible out himmi. The freaking out himmi forced me to kiss her but sensible out himmi forced me to behave properly at the moment. The freaking out himmi raised my feet forward to step in her personal territory but my sensible out himmi is slapping me again and again. Before I do anything she raised her eye-brow and asked me what you are thinking.’
I nodded in a confuse manner and said ‘talking to myself’. In a moment I realized what I said her.
She laughed and her mole stretched out as it started gaining the share of my mind now.
“She looks beautiful with her tight lipped-smile”, I wanted to say but she asked me a favor of dropping her at home.
‘Home”, I said taken aback for a second.
‘Yes, I got the tire of my car flat in the morning and I came here by auto.’
"I wish you didn’t have car", I said slowly.
“What” as she listened me. Nothing just calls me when you need to go. I gave my number and left for my work.
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‘We were middle of the traffic snag and she became friendly to me. I know I born with special sets of skills to make friends easily but I never believe I could make her too close so early. I gave a flying kiss to my GOD and Guruji.’
‘What are you doing himmi?’
‘Nothing just wishing GOD that this traffic snag always be there when I am with you.’
‘What? Completely question mark on her face.’
‘You won’t understand Amita. My car never gets a chance to have someone beautiful like you.’
‘She smiled and nodded.’
‘We were chatting non-stop and unabatedly for 1 more hour as traffic snag are like GOD blessing for me.’
‘In a moment she said you are really true friend and people are lucky to have you as a friend.’
I nodded and think again “Why would any guy want to be only friends with a girl? It’s like agreeing to be near a chocolate cake and never eat it, it’s like sitting in a racing car but not driving it………”
She asked me ‘do you have any crush at your college time’. “Watching closely my reaction”
Yes, I mean No….. I brushed my hair in a second and calmly said again NO.
Oh com-on himmi, you the cutest person whom I ever seen. How could you not have crush or any girlfriends? Emphasizing on the girlfriend word more.
I felt happy when she said cute but girls treat cute word with tady-bear not cute personality. I shook my head and said do you think I can have girlfriend (forcing upon the girlfriend word).
‘Why not?’, she said
‘I wish I had but I didn’t get any virgin girl.’
‘She laughed with the virgin word.’
‘I raised my hand in despair and smiled back. I know I have a good sense of humor which keeps my friendliness awakes every time.’
What kind of girl do you like to have. But don’t tell me she must be having sexy lips, black eyes, nice nose etc.etc. I don't like boys having this flirty nature. I want a very precise answer and just in one line only.
I directly looked into her eyes and leaned forward to say “I want my girl like you Amita.”
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‘I dropped her at her place and she already said thanks to me twice. But I was waiting probably she would ask me to come inside.’
‘See you tomorrow Himmi. She said and moved towards her entrance gate.’
“I wish she could ask me to come down inside but …………”
“Himmi, would you like coffee” voice came from distance.
‘My tongue looks like Scooby-Doo waiting for this opportunity.’ I felt for a moment.
‘Her room was completely silent as her parents were not at home.’
‘She showed me her room which was filled by few tady bears of different sizes.’
‘That’s why you called me cute because you love tady-bear.’
‘She came close to me, patted on my shoulder and smiled “Yes I love tady bear”…emphasizing on the love word in a romantic way.’
‘I feel her breath in my heart. I noticed her lips very clearly for the very first time and her big black eyes. She looks hot at this moment. The rain also started outside which welcoming my love with her. Its sounded like Indra-devta has come down on earth to bless us.
Mathematically, in every second, the distance of meter converted into feet into centimeter into millimeter and finally no measurement unit left when finally her lips landed on me. She pushed me away to say something with both his hands touching my chest. Those lips talk a lot”, she said and came close to me again. In a second, her frooti-laced lips were on mine and we kissed for three seconds. This time it was not a touch but a real kiss for three seconds which all boys want in their life once. I didn’t realize initially but the sensation of her lips stayed with me for five odd minutes.
‘I pinched myself believing it’s not a dream.’
“Hey what are you doing?”, she realized I got my nerve down with the three seconds kiss.
Nothing but tried to figure it out the recent activity. I never kissed a girl but few aunties kissed me when I was very young but this kiss is different and unique. I feel like in a cloud nine.
'She smiled loudly and hugged me.'
‘I tried to kiss her again but like all hindi movies there is villain who keeps you away from your love. Yes but this time her parents who just rang the doorbell.’
'Hello himmi, how you doing?' His father glared hard at me first but when her charming wife called himmi he realized I am some known person.
We had few more conversation in next half-n-hour and they all became friendly to me. Few guests also came in and Anita took me inside her room after taking her parent’s permission. I realized there is nothing wrong in doing if your parents support you. I entered into her room and hold her again.
‘Hey do you love me, himmi?’, she asked
Baby I already laid my love on you and there is no point for me to back out. The most I can do is “to promise you that I am going to love only one girl after you and that would be our daughter”.
She cracked badly into smile and again kissed me which is the most wonderful kiss that I can ever get.. the picture of her father at wall looking at us. Even Hitler seemed to be cuddly boy in front of his father image. I turned the face of the picture in opposite direction with my left arm and continued with my most amazing kiss …….
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A person pushed me hard and I felt on ground literally. I realized I was dreaming in the middle of Guruji’s place. Guruji came near to me and gave his hand to help. I felt positive energy transferred from his hand to my hand and I said Thank you to him. He said nothing but smiled slightly. He has a white beard shining and wrinkles were on his face. I noticed my mom, that girl and her mother talking to each other. I touched my lips as I felt a sensation of missing something. Guruji kept his hand over my shoulder and said “ be a donor of love not bagger of love...Always do good things and cast it into river......Never let anyone know what you did for them and never expect any reward in your life.......it just makes u happy or sometimes bring a smile at your face..... All you need to do is "maximizing the smile on other' face and spread the happiness all around"......just surrender yourself for love and care to your friends and feel a sense of positive vibration in you....!!!! You are here for your friends as they need your care……don’t be in love with any as its not your destination……. because its you, the cutest himmi.!!!
I shocked with the cutest word as Amita in my dream told me. I turned down to that girl and looked her mole. It took my all market share and I left with nothing. But I am still wondering how Guruji come to know about my dream. Does he have the power of reading someone or it just a coincidence but I am seriously missing the most amazing kiss………………
( ignore the grammar......thanks to all my friends....probably there were few errors in some line plz ignore them....since I have been working hard at my novel, I request u to gv me sm feedback weather its good or bad.....everything would be welcomed.........I want to bring fun and smile in everyone's life and I'll do my best in doing so I promise..... I need your blessing...because its me Himmi" )
thanks aarti
ReplyDeleteNice...but i really can't relate it your previous blog..so if novel is about all the incidents i really don't get the connection...
ReplyDeleteno pratika, blog has no connection with my previous blogs....... but these blogs have some relations which described in some different way in my novel.....you get to know very soon ...thanks
ReplyDeletemujhe pata tha sapnaa hee hogaa..:P:P:P...but well written!!:):)
ReplyDelete@ ashok.....thanks yaara...
ReplyDeletegud 1 dost...u ve an art....stop this blogs and go write a book...u will become damn famous my friend...u r lucky 1 to hv such a talent in u....i loved reading this.....
ReplyDelete@ abhishek.....thanks dost..wil sure write a book
ReplyDeletehad it been a bit more organized it wld hv been bettr
ReplyDelete@ ankita....thanks ankita....appreciate ur genuine comment....next tym or in my novel i will do recheck again n again...thanks
ReplyDeleteBro nice thoughts...nice imagination..
ReplyDeletebut for novel make the flow of thoughts a little better...
nd bhai please..grammer theek rakhio novel mein...
waiting fr ur novel...:))
@ sid...sure
ReplyDeleteawsum post...w8ng for ur book nw..!
ReplyDeletethanks yaar
ReplyDeleteNiacce :) Typical Boy'z Thot of a Blog.. buh nicly put up.
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